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Is Hell a Lie?

A chat with Holy Hell author, Rev. Derek Kubilus

Sarah Stankorb
12 min readApr 16, 2024
Image: Fire demon Todd, from The Good Place

When I was a believer, my adoration for God was matched with a nagging concern: hell just didn’t make sense to me. Why would a loving God torture any part of human creation? Forever? Why give people free will then punish choices made in a reality created by that same omnipotent and omniscient God? It seemed like a cruel setup. If only ‘good Christians’ avoided hell, that meant the majority of humanity wound up being tortured for an eternity. I certainly didn’t have the ego to believe I was one of the elect.

I probably went deep on getting saved, over and over in my teen years, because I couldn’t be sure it stuck and I definitely didn’t want the alternative. As an adult, I’ve talked to far too many people for whom threat of hellfire was used as a weapon to force compliance.

I know I’m not alone in this. That’s one of the reasons I had such interest in Holy Hell by Rev. Derek Kubilus, vicar of First United Methodist Church in Ashland, Ohio. He makes a compelling case that our idea of hell is a construct that mistranslates and combines a number of ideas, and has become a catchall term for a notion that does not track with the all-loving God Christians claim. As he writes, “whenever you see the word hell printed in a Bible or you hear it preached from a pulpit or brought up in the midst of…

Sarah Stankorb
Sarah Stankorb

Written by Sarah Stankorb

Sarah Stankorb, author of Disobedient Women, has published with The Washington Post, Marie Claire, and many others. @sarahstankorb www.sarahstankorb.com

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